Lady Du On Being Depressed And Suicidal
Lady Du On Being Depressed And Suicidal
The past few days have been really difficult on Amapiano vocalist Lady du and the rest of Mzansi following the passing of 2 popular artists Killer Kau and Mpura.
Lady Du today took to her Instagram to open up about being depressed and suicidal.
The vocalist said she feels numb and weak. She wrote: “I’ve been through soooo much in my life, I’ve been depressed, suicidal, I survived all that, today as I lie in my bed crying I feel a pain that takes me to a dark place. I feel numb, weak, the toxic environment I’m entering is not good for my heart. I’m crying for my friends, I have to deal with toxic people, still have to smile and act brave. People telling me to ignore everything, how??
“All I know is writing songs and championing God, I pray a lot, I fast, I meditate but I haven’t even done it. Because telling people to pray now has become something else. I will be honest, I am broken, I am in pieces, If this is the price we pay to be In show biz, y’all can close my curtains. God knows my heart. I love hard, I ask all my friends to pray all the time. Today I ask God to clean our hearts.”
Lady Du’s fiance Andile Mxakaza also recently took to Instagram to send her strength, he wrote: “Stay strong my wife, Only God knows @ ladydu_sa”
Last week, the pair celebrated their first engagement anniversary.
Taking to Instagram to pen a heartwarming message to her husband to be, Lady Du wrote: “I am crying last year April I decided to date someone I’ve known forever, 4 months later on this day the 4th of august he proposed. As broken as I was scared not knowing how a man could make a decision to marry someone in 4 months. I agreed, man that was the best decision I’ve ever made. I chose love, I chose protection, I chose honesty, I chose respect, I chose a best friend, I chose a man that treats me like the only woman in the world, I’d watch his character on Isibaya and think it was all an act but no, he played himself!!! I thank God and my grandmother In heaven.
“Today also happens to be the day my grandmother died. She left with a piece of my Soul, from the day she died I was never the same. When Andile asked for my hand on this day I knew she had something to do with it. Thank you hubby for your love and respect. @andilemx happy 1 year engagement anniversary.”
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